Looking back I realized
I've said these words before
A lack of truth
Or just a shifted outlook
Why can't you see the other side of things? I'm suffering
Circling the drain, I'm running out of options
I'm a walking body bag
Don't invest in me
I'm out this bitch
You wanted me gone and now I'm gone forever
Look back; Relapse (How pathetic)
One day I hope (To forget)
Back tracked; I'm trapped (In this place)
Alone and cold (I just always thought)
It was always you and me
I've fucking lost everything
Anything that's meant something to me in this world
So tired of this we say
We want to run away
But we can't get out
Pray!
I hope there's someone listening
Pray!
This is as good as it gets
Pray!
I'm hoping for a miracle
Instead of doing something about it
Take a chance at it
Take a chance for once
Or you'll never know
I tried to call your name
You're nowhere to be found
I tried to find your face
Somewhere in this crowd
I can't remember your name (Hold a mirror to your face)
I can't recognize your face (Tell me what do you see)
Maybe it's this place (Such a disgrace)
That won't let us.. (So you break it on the floor)
What's another seven years of bad luck?
How can things get any worse for me?
Was this an exit plan to change your entire life
Was this a strategy of yours to get away
Locked up in my room
Bleeding out from my wounds
Surrounded by thoughts of my own demise
Will you wake me up years later? To find I am 89 years old and I'm ready to croak
I've missed out on all of these
Fucking memories
Whatever I don't know doesn't exist
(They won't let us go)
This goes to all those still holding on
If you love something let it go
If it's meant to be then it will come back
But I won't stay waiting forever
credits
from Transitions,
released November 28, 2014
Fabian Rubio 993K Studio Pomona, Ca-----Audio Engineer/ Mixer
Chicago hardcore veterans embrace industrial metal, doom, and experimental electronics to transcendent, explosive effect. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 18, 2023